Live-Evil
I'm constantly struggling with my negative personality. Daily. Every few moments. Now.
Doubtful, paranoia, jealousy, sloth, greed, suspicious, distrustful, taking things for granted...
Feels like shutting away from everything for awhile, to pick up the pieces and get things in order, but I can't find the determination to do so. Procrastination is hard to fight off =/.
Thought of setting FB to higher privacy or shutting it down for a while, switching off the handphone, get away from MSN, sorta as a mean to erase my online existence. It sounds rather impossible to do that since I'm pretty reliable on them, but precisely because I'm so reliable on it and often derive more disappointment than happiness that I want to see for myself how would my life be like without these media manipulating me.
Maybe I should take a short trial with this during my 3 weeks break.
Back to revision. Will probably focus on an entry about my Cosplayful week after MST. I need more positive distraction. But most of it comes with a price to pay, literally.
Edited @ 3.55pm: Alright, for a start, I've deactivated FB.
Added @ 9.50pm: Urge to visit FB is strong. NOOOOOOOO way I'm going back there for now.
Doubtful, paranoia, jealousy, sloth, greed, suspicious, distrustful, taking things for granted...
Feels like shutting away from everything for awhile, to pick up the pieces and get things in order, but I can't find the determination to do so. Procrastination is hard to fight off =/.
Thought of setting FB to higher privacy or shutting it down for a while, switching off the handphone, get away from MSN, sorta as a mean to erase my online existence. It sounds rather impossible to do that since I'm pretty reliable on them, but precisely because I'm so reliable on it and often derive more disappointment than happiness that I want to see for myself how would my life be like without these media manipulating me.
Maybe I should take a short trial with this during my 3 weeks break.
Back to revision. Will probably focus on an entry about my Cosplayful week after MST. I need more positive distraction. But most of it comes with a price to pay, literally.
Edited @ 3.55pm: Alright, for a start, I've deactivated FB.
Added @ 9.50pm: Urge to visit FB is strong. NOOOOOOOO way I'm going back there for now.