Hello LJ!!
Hey looky here its a new post its been awhile since I last did one. I've been doin alright I guess. Lately I havent. I havent really been happy at all really......there's something that feels like I'm missing in my life and I dont know what it is. I've been having trouble sleeping and seem to just stay up and just lie in my bed thinking and whatnot. It's not my roommates John is like a brother to me....and Ben.....well Ben is just Ben I guess. I just need a break from all of this I need a break from Texas.......I truly hate Texas with a passion......(not to truly offend people who are from here) There's just something about it here that really dont like........ohh yea its not my true home. Now why am I just saying something about it now?! I guess I have this pent up emotion and I'm deciding to let some of it out in blog form and not taking it out on someone who crosses me a certain way that makes me snap.(which btw I dont think any of my friends I know in real life have ever seen me pissed off....EVER!! not even I have) The only real reason I like Texas is b/c of the friends I made and thats it.......even got a girlfriend(which I dont think I truly liked.....just felt bad bout what my friend did) I just need to get out of Texas and go to California(for those of you who dont know....that is where I am from) even if its just for a week.....its the only place I can feel happy. Everytime I go there with family to visit the family we there I always feel great......b/c they make feel happy. Thats about it I guess.