I think you came up with a good story (though not exactly nice for Mik) about Mik's scars (could have been more elaborated *slaps pervy self*). What I didn't await was the way you presented it to us or let Fei Long hear about it....from Alexei. I guess there was hardly another way since Mik and Fei aren't really on smalltalk terms with each other at the moment and Mik surely banned this night from his conscious mind (so making him reminiscense about it is out of question). I'd like to think Fei taking revenge for Mik but you would have to alter the original story for it *sigh*....too bad. But the way Fei Long looked at him told him it would make a difference if he did. And he did owe it to Mikhail to make a difference. This I don't exactly understand. What are you implying? You surely can't mean pity. Well maybe bringing Fei to take a step into Mik's direction and admitting something is the most important, regardless the catalyst
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I'm glad Mik's back story didn't seem out of place. And I've always meant for Alexei to be the couple's (unusual) cupid XD Alexei plays a very important role in that perspective.
But the way Fei Long looked at him told him it would make a difference if he did. And he did owe it to Mikhail to make a difference. This I don't exactly understand
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No his back story is fine so far. And honestly I wouldn't be able to come up with a better idea to wave it into the story at this point, so who am I to critizise? Perhaps not to avenge Mikhail or to feel pity for him I have to admit I could only think of pity when I read it. I mean when someone tells you something tragic it normally causes feelings like sympathy, mostly out of pity in humans.......and I thought this is so wrong. Fei should not pity Mik, or feel sorry for him. And I in Mik's shoes would flip if my brother told him about it and most likely would also be angry at Fei, just for knowing and maybe looking at him with other eyes (a matter of pride?). But then again this is Mik, he possesses no pride when it comes to Fei, so more probably he will just shrug it off and surely not let it get between Fei and himself
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I mean when someone tells you something tragic it normally causes feelings like sympathy, mostly out of pity in humans.......and I thought this is so wrong.
No, it's not pity. You feel pity when you see someone you don't love have a misfortune. When someone you love gets hurt you don't feel pity, you feel pain, you feel the need to protect and make that pain go away, not to sympathize. What Yoh felt for Fei was pity, because he did nothing about it other than feeling bad (and that pisses me off in the same way you are describing). When you love someone their pain becomes yours and naturally we all try to do something it. I think it is a very hard thing to explain though if you have never fallen in love with anyone yet. XD
But then again this is Mik, he possesses no pride when it comes to Fei, so more probably he will just shrug it off and surely not let it get between Fei and himself. On the contrary, it is because he has so much pride and confidence that he isn't going to feel anything other than feeling sorry that Fei didn't ask
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When someone you love gets hurt you don't feel pity, you feel pain After I've read that I thought about it. I guess I dun need to fall in love to understand. I just imagined what I would feel like when something happened to a member of my family, my parents or my brothers family and I have to say you are right....I would feel pain, I would be hurt, I would be afraid because I love them. I guess this is what you meant. On the other side when something happens to a person not close to me I maybe feel pity, sometimes not even that.
whenever you allow the word 'pride' to get in the way of your relationship, that is a sign that the love you have for each other isn't enough. this is what I meant when I said Mik has no pride when it comes to Fei and their relationship. He is willing to do anything (and he surely would have happ....nah maybe not 'happily', but would have told Fei the story himself had he asked, just in case it helped) to make their relationship work and I'm sure he can swallow down his pride for Fei if it will be needed
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and he surely would have happ....nah maybe not 'happily', but would have told Fei the story himself had he asked
I've always thought the fact that Fei had never asked pained Mikhail the most. He wouldn't talk about it happily but I think it would help to know that Fei cares enough to want to know. Come to think of it, I have made this a one-sided love for like...two years >.< But no XD I don't think Mik is confident at all about winning Fei in the end. I think he's one of those extraordinary people who just doesn't quit, like ever. Unless of course he has a change of heart. And if Fei decided to run off with Asami (if the man too has a change of heart), I think he'll just shrug, wish Fei a happy ending but still keep trying whenever opportunity knocks XD
but what if I put Asami into Mik's position?ha ha well, I think the weird thing about life is that love and reason/logic never goes together. And you simply have to live proudly and reasonably without love or live with love and abandon all logic. XD We're all struggling with that
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I too would want from a person I like or love to show interest in my life, to want to know everything about me. I guess it's sorta like a proof that the feeling is mutual. So I can understand Mik feeling pained because Fei won't do it. But even when you say "one sided love" and "he isn't sure about winning Fei in the end", I think he somehow knows pretty well that there are feelings for him in the dragon which aren't allowed to ascend to the surface. He must know, only a blind cow wouldn't notice the little changes Fei made for Mik, e.g. letting him into his private quarters without announcement (well, before they broke off). I mean every one needs at least small victories once in a while to keep on going, Mik is surely no exception.
And if Fei decided to run off with Asami (if the man too has a change of heart), I think he'll just shrug, wish Fei a happy ending... okayyyyyy but that wasn't at all the impression he made to me when he thought Fei had willingly slept with Asami back then in CI (when in truth he was raped by him).
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Well, I think Mik knows Fei does feel a LOT for him, but apparently, compared to Asami, he's could be brushed aside anytime at the moment. Fei seems to be able to ruin his life for that man alone.
but that wasn't at all the impression he made to me when he thought Fei had willingly slept with Asami back then in CI Oh, he'd be crazy jealous, of course. But eventually once Fei makes it clear, I don't think Mik will ever stop or fall into that miserable depth of hell for too long. I think he might for a while, and then he'll just bounces right up XD
Could you imagine to abandon your job entirely to only be a housewife?er.....shit.....I have to seriously tell you without shame...I am actually waiting for the day Ray would lay me off or fire me or something so I can just be a housewife. LOL It's not that I like to do housework, but my kids are my life now and all I want to do is get my home and their life in perfect shape. As of now I can't because I suck at handling two things at the same time (my mom in law can but I can't T_T) and I
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But the way Fei Long looked at him told him it would make a difference if he did. And he did owe it to Mikhail to make a difference. This I don't exactly understand. What are you implying? You surely can't mean pity. Well maybe bringing Fei to take a step into Mik's direction and admitting something is the most important, regardless the catalyst ( ... )
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But the way Fei Long looked at him told him it would make a difference if he did. And he did owe it to Mikhail to make a difference. This I don't exactly understand ( ... )
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Perhaps not to avenge Mikhail or to feel pity for him I have to admit I could only think of pity when I read it. I mean when someone tells you something tragic it normally causes feelings like sympathy, mostly out of pity in humans.......and I thought this is so wrong. Fei should not pity Mik, or feel sorry for him. And I in Mik's shoes would flip if my brother told him about it and most likely would also be angry at Fei, just for knowing and maybe looking at him with other eyes (a matter of pride?). But then again this is Mik, he possesses no pride when it comes to Fei, so more probably he will just shrug it off and surely not let it get between Fei and himself ( ... )
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No, it's not pity. You feel pity when you see someone you don't love have a misfortune. When someone you love gets hurt you don't feel pity, you feel pain, you feel the need to protect and make that pain go away, not to sympathize. What Yoh felt for Fei was pity, because he did nothing about it other than feeling bad (and that pisses me off in the same way you are describing). When you love someone their pain becomes yours and naturally we all try to do something it. I think it is a very hard thing to explain though if you have never fallen in love with anyone yet. XD
But then again this is Mik, he possesses no pride when it comes to Fei, so more probably he will just shrug it off and surely not let it get between Fei and himself. On the contrary, it is because he has so much pride and confidence that he isn't going to feel anything other than feeling sorry that Fei didn't ask ( ... )
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whenever you allow the word 'pride' to get in the way of your relationship, that is a sign that the love you have for each other isn't enough. this is what I meant when I said Mik has no pride when it comes to Fei and their relationship. He is willing to do anything (and he surely would have happ....nah maybe not 'happily', but would have told Fei the story himself had he asked, just in case it helped) to make their relationship work and I'm sure he can swallow down his pride for Fei if it will be needed ( ... )
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I've always thought the fact that Fei had never asked pained Mikhail the most. He wouldn't talk about it happily but I think it would help to know that Fei cares enough to want to know. Come to think of it, I have made this a one-sided love for like...two years >.< But no XD I don't think Mik is confident at all about winning Fei in the end. I think he's one of those extraordinary people who just doesn't quit, like ever. Unless of course he has a change of heart. And if Fei decided to run off with Asami (if the man too has a change of heart), I think he'll just shrug, wish Fei a happy ending but still keep trying whenever opportunity knocks XD
but what if I put Asami into Mik's position?ha ha well, I think the weird thing about life is that love and reason/logic never goes together. And you simply have to live proudly and reasonably without love or live with love and abandon all logic. XD We're all struggling with that ( ... )
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And if Fei decided to run off with Asami (if the man too has a change of heart), I think he'll just shrug, wish Fei a happy ending... okayyyyyy but that wasn't at all the impression he made to me when he thought Fei had willingly slept with Asami back then in CI (when in truth he was raped by him). ( ... )
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but that wasn't at all the impression he made to me when he thought Fei had willingly slept with Asami back then in CI
Oh, he'd be crazy jealous, of course. But eventually once Fei makes it clear, I don't think Mik will ever stop or fall into that miserable depth of hell for too long. I think he might for a while, and then he'll just bounces right up XD
Could you imagine to abandon your job entirely to only be a housewife?er.....shit.....I have to seriously tell you without shame...I am actually waiting for the day Ray would lay me off or fire me or something so I can just be a housewife. LOL It's not that I like to do housework, but my kids are my life now and all I want to do is get my home and their life in perfect shape. As of now I can't because I suck at handling two things at the same time (my mom in law can but I can't T_T) and I ( ... )
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