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So much has been going on lately..
I had the time of my life with Krista, Dani and Katrina @ my house.I just fucking love them so much. I dont know what Id do without them.
I havent done much this summer besides work. Ive been working so much and havent had time for Kirstan. I feel like shit but I cant help I have to work almost every day. When I get home from work I never feel like doing anything because Im always tired as shit. I need to figure something out and spend time with Kirstan because I miss that bitch so much.
Im once again in another depressed mood. Nothing is ever gonna get better so I might as well just give up and get over it. I hate talking about Kristen in here because I think everyone gets tired of hearing about it..so if you dont want to hear me go on about her then dont read this..Im sick of caring what people think so I dont anymore. fuck it..no one matters to me except my real friends and people I know care..
I hate coming home and not seeing her truck out front. I hate coming in her room and it being clean and her not being in it [[because anyone that knew her knows her room was always covered with clothes and she spent most of her time when she was home in her room]] Its just not the same. I hate not knowing exactly what happened to her and I hate seeing her ashes and knowing thats the only thing that remains of her. I hate thinking of her but I cant help it..It all fucking sucks. I hate this..I walk in here and look around at pics and some of them are Heather. What sucks is that Heather was Kristens best friend and we all were best friends at one point. Now that Kristens gone and me and Heather barely talk..we cant even talk about all the good times we had..and honestly I know Heathers having a rough time and its like we cant even talk about all this. I dont know but Heather if you see this..dont ever think you cant talk to me..I hate how we were best friends and now Kristens gone so we cant even talk about her..come to me or call anytime..I'll always be here <3
I had the time of my life with Krista, Dani and Katrina @ my house.I just fucking love them so much. I dont know what Id do without them.
I havent done much this summer besides work. Ive been working so much and havent had time for Kirstan. I feel like shit but I cant help I have to work almost every day. When I get home from work I never feel like doing anything because Im always tired as shit. I need to figure something out and spend time with Kirstan because I miss that bitch so much.
Im once again in another depressed mood. Nothing is ever gonna get better so I might as well just give up and get over it. I hate talking about Kristen in here because I think everyone gets tired of hearing about it..so if you dont want to hear me go on about her then dont read this..Im sick of caring what people think so I dont anymore. fuck it..no one matters to me except my real friends and people I know care..
I hate coming home and not seeing her truck out front. I hate coming in her room and it being clean and her not being in it [[because anyone that knew her knows her room was always covered with clothes and she spent most of her time when she was home in her room]] Its just not the same. I hate not knowing exactly what happened to her and I hate seeing her ashes and knowing thats the only thing that remains of her. I hate thinking of her but I cant help it..It all fucking sucks. I hate this..I walk in here and look around at pics and some of them are Heather. What sucks is that Heather was Kristens best friend and we all were best friends at one point. Now that Kristens gone and me and Heather barely talk..we cant even talk about all the good times we had..and honestly I know Heathers having a rough time and its like we cant even talk about all this. I dont know but Heather if you see this..dont ever think you cant talk to me..I hate how we were best friends and now Kristens gone so we cant even talk about her..come to me or call anytime..I'll always be here <3