Jun 25, 2004 15:30
Its been exactly 6 months and an hour since my sister died.
I still cant even believe all this happened. Its just too hard to believe. I havent seen or talked to her in half a year..but it seems much longer. It seems like forever.
Jon came over last night to chill w/me, Krista, and Dani and he signed Kristens yearbook. When he left I was reading everything everyone wrote and I just broke down crying. I feel like I cant even deal with all this anymore. Its never gonna go away though and it hurts to know I'll never see or talk to her again. It really hurts. I really wanna go to the site today..and Dani keeps asking me about it..so we'll probably go.
I dont have any idea what Im doing today. I hate the rain so much.
I might be hanging out with Mike later but who knows.. Im gonna go get ready for this day.
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