Dec 09, 2005 12:55
My test is tomorrow. I'm so nervous. I have to do well. Everyone will be watching. Mr. Hickey is going to expect me to get it. Master Sokol is going to expect me to get it. Chris and Nick are dead sure to pass, and I can't let them get a black belt and me not. Chris would make excuses for me with my ankle, but... bah. I know it's not about my ankle.
Still. Ankle = owww. Cursed thing won't heal! Doing the cartwheels last night utterly destroyed it, bad enough that I'm wearing the brace today. I really didn't want to wear my brace during the test, but it looks like I must. Ick.
My breaking routine got scaled down a LOT, but all for the better, I suppose. I WISH I could have done all the fun things, but my one would have broken my wrists, and the other would have broken my toes. Bad things all around.
My judo... not that concerned. I can't do haraiagoshi worth crap, but Jason swore I would look good regardless. *hearts* And I *did* practice those.
My forms are a disaster! As Chris keeps saying, I know them, but I think too much about it. I keep putting Chil-jong into everything else, but blanking when I actually *do* chil-jong. I even screwed up il-jong last night. wah. How can I screw up il-jong?! And Pal-jong. The less said about pal-jong, the better.
Can't I just skip straight to the getting trashed part? Please?
Time to study for inorganic.