RIP JuLeS
Today was a weird day. Very depressing and upsetting.. Today is 9 months since the accident. When I saw Heather crying this morning, I wanted to break down. The rest of the day was rough to sit through classes and concentrate. ALl I could think about was what I was going to say when I got to Julian's grave. After school, I went by a flower shop and
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I know what we've been going thru is pretty rough,
and i know its kinda hard to just forget about
what i did, but i hope over time, we can put it all
behind us. Everytime i think of a memory that has to
do with Julian, you're some how involved in it. ESP the
viewing and funeral. God...I couldnt have done that with
out you. You know that if Julian was still alive there
would be no way we'd be fighting right now, he'd MAKE
us be friends. And that's what he would want right now.
He doesnt want his 2 fave girls to be enemies. Im sorry
for what i did Kait, and i DO want you back in my life.
When i 1st thought about not going home on Friday, I
thought about you Trey and Nins and how you guys have
ALWAYS told me that i dont diserve what my dad is
puting me thru. Then i remembered that note you wrote
me when i 1st told u about my dad and dug it up and read
it. The things you said in that note, made me decision
about not going home SO much easier. Thank you SO much
Kait.
Even thoe we're not as close as we use to be, Im still
here for you. You're still MY Tait : )
*Tndleosmnnwect*
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