RIP JuLeS
Today was a weird day. Very depressing and upsetting.. Today is 9 months since the accident. When I saw Heather crying this morning, I wanted to break down. The rest of the day was rough to sit through classes and concentrate. ALl I could think about was what I was going to say when I got to Julian's grave. After school, I went by a flower shop and got a rose, then took it to Jules' grave. I was crying the whole way there, and especially when I got there. I haven't gone to see Jules in awhile, and it's because it is SO hard to be there. But, today I had to. I talked to him for awhile about everything that is going on; how I wish he would've gotten to meet Brandon, all the drama at school, and how crazyyyy the seniors are. I thanked him for bringing Dana and Heather into my life. They have both taught me so much, and I am glad they came into my life. I also thanked him for a lot of other things. I cried to him about problems, and how I wish things were different.
I was there for about 5 minutes when Amanda Rose came and left some flowers. It is amazing how Jules can bring people together like that. About 5 minutes later, Shawna and Mallory came. It was great having them there, they definitely lifted my spirits. I said good-bye to Julian, then we went to Shawna's dad's grave. Mal, Shawna, and I sat and talked about some things, then walked around and looked at all of the other graves.
After I visited Julian, it felt like there was a weight lifted off my shoulders. I felt soo much better about everything in my life, and I definitely have a new outlook on life. Talking to Jules is so refreshing and relaxing, and I will do it more often. Going to the cemetary today has made me realize how precious life really is, and that I take it for granted sometimes.
Georgia- All I thought about while I was at the cemetary was you. Remember the wind-mill we got Jules awhile ago? Well, it was still on Jules' grave and I couldn't believe it made it through the hurricanes. I was sure it was gone. And, when I saw it again, I broke down. It brought back sooo many memories. <3.
I hope you all take a look at how you view life and re-evaluate it. Life is a one-time thing.
Have a good weekend everyone!
much love, Kaitlin
<3Brandon<3
I was there for about 5 minutes when Amanda Rose came and left some flowers. It is amazing how Jules can bring people together like that. About 5 minutes later, Shawna and Mallory came. It was great having them there, they definitely lifted my spirits. I said good-bye to Julian, then we went to Shawna's dad's grave. Mal, Shawna, and I sat and talked about some things, then walked around and looked at all of the other graves.
After I visited Julian, it felt like there was a weight lifted off my shoulders. I felt soo much better about everything in my life, and I definitely have a new outlook on life. Talking to Jules is so refreshing and relaxing, and I will do it more often. Going to the cemetary today has made me realize how precious life really is, and that I take it for granted sometimes.
Georgia- All I thought about while I was at the cemetary was you. Remember the wind-mill we got Jules awhile ago? Well, it was still on Jules' grave and I couldn't believe it made it through the hurricanes. I was sure it was gone. And, when I saw it again, I broke down. It brought back sooo many memories. <3.
I hope you all take a look at how you view life and re-evaluate it. Life is a one-time thing.
Have a good weekend everyone!
much love, Kaitlin
<3Brandon<3