you have been the one, you have been the one for me.
Sorry for my rant earlier, tonight this person that I thought would never suprised me, suprised me. He saved me, I held him in my arms and we cried together. He saved me from doing something stupid, and I held onto him trying to keep him together. He is turning into the person I always knew he could be and I'm slowly becoming the person I was before my mom died. He used to be my friend, my best friend. He broke my heart so many times and tonight we were healed together. He's still broken, and I'm far from being fixed but I realized how much I meant to him and he realized just how much he meant to me. Sadly it took his grandmother dieing for him and me to become better friends again, but we never really stopped. No matter what was going on in our lives. And tonight we just let go and clinged onto whatever the future will be. I'm really proud of him. I hope he can be strong enough to get through this, I told him that I would go to her funeral tomorrow and that when he leaves to go to North Carolina to call me or message me or something. All is right with the world, even if it isn't.