May 12, 2005 23:16
I think i have finally TRULY kissed tonight. Nothing sexual about it, just a bond that ive finally been able to build with another person. I know you all dont care that i was kissing, but man.. I had a few moments tonight where i just lost it, and I was glad I did. Opening up, from a person like me, is a feat in itself, and Im glad i got the chance to.. elizabeth is a great listener.. but back to truly kissing tonight - there was something about it, the aura of the night... something just clicked...ya know? a bond unbroken and perfect for just the time on the swing over the water, with the moon in the sky.. MY moon. I dunno, im about to break down again liz, where are your hugs?!!? ARGH
Im so glad that i have someone who can take me for who i am. Im not the coolest, im not the hottest, im not the funniest, but Im genuine, no mistake about that - and im glad I found someone equally or more genuine to share this relationship with.. Its more than a dream come true. im not trying to rub in anyones face, its just i cant help but feel excited everytime i see liz...I think everyone needs to know how it feels, so I wish all of you the best, but im resting easy tonight, i think ive earned it
I love you all... and I dont care how girlie that sounds.