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[kaisermouse]

I find i havent been myself lately. I dont know why and I want to fix it, but it seems that is not as easy as it looks. I think it might be this whole Im not gonna be a high schooler anymore or something close to that, but I dunno, i think that would make me just excited, not just.... "bleh," ya know? Its hard for me to hold conversation even with the people i know BEST, and that fucking pisses me off. i dont know what to do. I fear i will fuck up something that i have that is going VERY GOOD for me, and if i do that, i dont know how i will live with myself -_-

im gonna work on trying to enjoy this bowl of cereal.

"Advertising have us chasing cars and clothes.. working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we dont need. We're the Middle Children of History, man.."