Nov 11, 2005 04:42
A whole lot of bullshit today...
Ashlea and Matt are over...
Matt,
I don't know if you'll read this. But, seriously. Don't take her back anymore. She's not worth it. I hate to say it, considering she's my best friend. But I've got to know you and you really don't need to have someone that flip flops their feelings daily. You need someone that will love you/care about you. All the time, just not certin days of the week. I love Ashlea to death, but I just don't want her breakin' your heart. She's done some damage to hers but...I don't know. I don't know if you'll want to date again or whatever. I'm pretty much saying to attempt to move on. Don't take her back. No matter how strong your feelings are for her. It's just going to get worse instead of better. I know Ashlea, she hasn't been the same since her and Adam broke up. She doesn't know what she wants anymore. But that's understandable. So, just do me a favor and don't go back to her. If you want to...Talk to her. Tell her how you feel about this. *Sighs* everything is just bullshit. But if it's anything to you...You are a great guy...If Ashlea didn't already date you, and if I wasn't with Nick. I'd want to date you...
OKaY! now that cleared out of my system...I more than likely won't get to be with Nick this weekend. Stupid fucking parents.....But oh well..I'm out.....LATER!
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