Almost Christmas
Now it's been weeks since I wrote here last and tomorrow it's Christmas. How did the time run by so fast? The cause has probably something to do with school. Most time-consuming activities seems to. And I didn't even have that much work the last weeks. But whatever. Now it's Christmas break and the time that don't need to be spent doing homework will be spent relaxing. For the weeks after the break will be absolutely horrible, whenever a test or paper is done there will be a new to work on. No time to relax.
So what happened since 5th of December (last entry)? Mostly things were allright. I did the exams for both my German diploma and the Certificate of Advanced English. Neither went too bad, but caused major stress, even though I couldn't really study for them. The English one is all done, but I still have the oral exam to do for German.
The Project is still hanging over me like a black, evil shadow of guilty conscience. Most people that I've talked to about it seems to think in the same way. There's just too much to do to be able to work as much as one should on it and when we don't have anything to do, then one just wants to relax and take a break from school-work. I have to do something over break or my tutor won't be happy, Even though he keeps telling me that he knows I'll make it and don't have to worry too much. Could it be since I've never done any papers for his classes? Whatever... I'm sick of the Project.
Last Sunday I finally came to my senses and broke up with Otto. It was nice to have someone to hug and kiss, but in the end I couldn't ignore the feeling that something wasn't right. That something was missing. We'll keep being friends, though. He seems to be a bit disapointed, and doesn't really trust that I'll be friends with him. You see, he had girlfriend before and apperantly she had said something like me when she broke up with him and then just kept as far from him as possible. Poor Otto.
Now I don't think there's anything left, other than wishing everyone a Merry Christmas.
So what happened since 5th of December (last entry)? Mostly things were allright. I did the exams for both my German diploma and the Certificate of Advanced English. Neither went too bad, but caused major stress, even though I couldn't really study for them. The English one is all done, but I still have the oral exam to do for German.
The Project is still hanging over me like a black, evil shadow of guilty conscience. Most people that I've talked to about it seems to think in the same way. There's just too much to do to be able to work as much as one should on it and when we don't have anything to do, then one just wants to relax and take a break from school-work. I have to do something over break or my tutor won't be happy, Even though he keeps telling me that he knows I'll make it and don't have to worry too much. Could it be since I've never done any papers for his classes? Whatever... I'm sick of the Project.
Last Sunday I finally came to my senses and broke up with Otto. It was nice to have someone to hug and kiss, but in the end I couldn't ignore the feeling that something wasn't right. That something was missing. We'll keep being friends, though. He seems to be a bit disapointed, and doesn't really trust that I'll be friends with him. You see, he had girlfriend before and apperantly she had said something like me when she broke up with him and then just kept as far from him as possible. Poor Otto.
Now I don't think there's anything left, other than wishing everyone a Merry Christmas.