I never told you this...

Jul 10, 2005 21:38

Dear Friends,
I fucking hate the heat. I royally hate the summer. I love the fall, winter, rain, hail, snow and sleet. If I wanted to fucking swim, I'd go to an indoor pool...I don't like the summer...forever.
Next on the agenda:
Beth: Remember you can always look back but never go back. Someone's always gonna have somethin' to say, tell em to "Fock-off!" I wanna say everything but how does one put into words what we have? I may not like every decision you make with your life but I will always be there to support you; true friends. Truth. Honor. Love. Thank you. Love you.
CJ: You are my homie of all homies. You put the 'fuck-yeah' in cool. Keep on keepin' on. Our band is going places and makes me smile. Thanks for making things better when they feel worse. I think its a real rare opportunity I got to meet an angel. Thank you. Love you.
Emma: You have taught me so much and I bet you don't even realize it. *trouble* Someday, further down the road, when our paths cross I'll bring the popcorn and you bring the wine/beer. We'll see what happens then. Thank you for secrets and making me blush over the fucking internet. You're special and especially beautiful. Thank you. Love you.
Brea: I'm bursting with happiness. *p.s. it's you* You...you...can you understand me? If you could see my eyes I know you could. Thank you for teaching me how to cry and introducing me to my new love; Cappuccino.---We're doing really well. You leave me speechless and I see things differently. Thank you from the depths of my soul. Thank you. Love you.
Crys: You embraced me. You held me when I had a bad dream and made me laugh when I felt like crying. You taught me a different kind of love, one I still haven't experienced elsewhere. You opened my eyes, helped me understand why and to always look deeper. You didn't have to say anything and I was happy, I knew. You are brilliant, bright, understanding, patient, nurturing and most importantly a friend in my book. I will NEVER forget you. Thank you. Love you.
Kat: You gave me a reason to believe. You turned a hopeless heart into a strong, faithful believer. You have so much to offer, so much to give and you take nothing in return. I dont know how to make up for random mistakes...I wear them on my conscience instead. Thank you. Love you.
Mandy: I ask you answer. I question you answer. I take you give. I ran you stepped forward. You help me realize so much. You may not realize it but the grey areas get clearer when I simply listen to wisdom discreetly coming out from your mouth. Thank you. Love you.
Next agenda: should I cut my hair???? I need some feedback otherwise its goin down bitches! God, I miss Oly. Let us never forget how young we are, mean every word we say and give 'em hell!
Love to all who need it.

Heather Nicole
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