Apr 06, 2008 16:45
It's going to be sad, the day I stop having coffee and scones at the Georgia Tech library with Anushree.
It's funny the things you take for granted until they pass you by. Luckily I am aware of this strange oddity that I enjoy, so I will savor these days while they last.
I am feeling horribly nostalgic today, most likely attributed to the fact that I stumbled across all of my old friend's livejournals/blogs. It's incredible to see how much people can change in 5 years, and how different your relationships with those people have become.
Sarah called me up today, freaking out about her life, which got me to thinking about my life as well. My goals, my ambitions, my mark upon the world. I felt horribly hypocritical trying to offer her comfort with her doubts when I suffer from the same doubts everyday. Will anyone remember me when I die? Has my existence proved anything more than futile? Will I ever accomplish anything that leaves a trace of my short-lived life on this earth? Who is going to miss me?
The sun needs to hurry up and come out. I need to brighten things up a bit!