11w 1d
Hey...
I am doing well... excited, overwhelmed... and still preggo! :)
I've been an emotional wreck these last few days, probably because my mother is coming tonight, and I will FINALLY get to tell her the good news. Its been stressing me out to tell you the truth...
My first pre-natal appointment is on Tuesday (29 apr) at 2:30pm. And that is weighing heavy on my mind too. Its scary, and it will officially be OFFICIAL by next tuesday night!
I really have NO clue what to expect... what test's they'll do, if they will draw blood etc.
(M) and I have had our moments this week too. He's pretty stressed out about his job, and wednesday night we had a huge blow out... he was in a pissy mood and we were talking about his job. He wanted me to agree with EVERYTHING he was saying but I didn't because I didn't know where he was going with things. Just before he left to go to his step group, he pulled out the "blame everything on kahvi" lines and when I agreed with him he spit out "when you are mature enough to talk like an adult we'll talk". By that time I was crying so hard the only thing I could say to him was GET OUT! And he did. When he came back after the meeting he was calmer and he told me what was going on in his head and he was sorry for attacking me like he had. I appologized too for not recognizing the signs that something was wrong with him...
Everything is okay now... and it was fine moments after the appology.
So, the big thing is that my mother is coming tonight... and I have not told her yet.
So...
I have a card... its cute... all it says is:
tiny laundry
tiny shoes
tiny smiles
great big news
Congratulations (on the inside)
To which I was going to add...
... you're going to be a grand-mother!
We're expecting the stork
to drop by this November...
Who knows what it will be,
but our family will soon get bigger!
I also have a little grandma angel pin for her jacket...
I am doing well... excited, overwhelmed... and still preggo! :)
I've been an emotional wreck these last few days, probably because my mother is coming tonight, and I will FINALLY get to tell her the good news. Its been stressing me out to tell you the truth...
My first pre-natal appointment is on Tuesday (29 apr) at 2:30pm. And that is weighing heavy on my mind too. Its scary, and it will officially be OFFICIAL by next tuesday night!
I really have NO clue what to expect... what test's they'll do, if they will draw blood etc.
(M) and I have had our moments this week too. He's pretty stressed out about his job, and wednesday night we had a huge blow out... he was in a pissy mood and we were talking about his job. He wanted me to agree with EVERYTHING he was saying but I didn't because I didn't know where he was going with things. Just before he left to go to his step group, he pulled out the "blame everything on kahvi" lines and when I agreed with him he spit out "when you are mature enough to talk like an adult we'll talk". By that time I was crying so hard the only thing I could say to him was GET OUT! And he did. When he came back after the meeting he was calmer and he told me what was going on in his head and he was sorry for attacking me like he had. I appologized too for not recognizing the signs that something was wrong with him...
Everything is okay now... and it was fine moments after the appology.
So, the big thing is that my mother is coming tonight... and I have not told her yet.
So...
I have a card... its cute... all it says is:
tiny laundry
tiny shoes
tiny smiles
great big news
Congratulations (on the inside)
To which I was going to add...
... you're going to be a grand-mother!
We're expecting the stork
to drop by this November...
Who knows what it will be,
but our family will soon get bigger!
I also have a little grandma angel pin for her jacket...