It's a bit... IDEK. But I want to share it, at any rate. As the header says, ALL the trigger warnings when it comes to disordered eating and thinking. Anyway, it helped me to write this, and I thought it might help other people to read it. So:

To Think it, Wish it, Even Want it (1203 words) by
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So I'm looking for a pair of tights that don't have holes in them, when I suddenly come across a pair of fancy, patterned ones I bought this spring. I can remember laughing my ass off trying to get them on, because they just wouldn't fit.

I'm wearing them.

Um... OK. Not complaining, but it makes no sense; I was sure I'd gained weight!

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I need to pick up some needle and thread on my way home; my skirt has a hole in it. *cries* I love this skirt! It's short and black and lovely, and the moment I get my hands on some money, I'm buying like a truckload more of them. And possibly a mini-skirt.

I've started to think I look good; I don't know what's wrong with me.

*takes out soapbox, brushes it off, gets up on that thing ( Read more... )

Remember this? That skirt fits now. I'm wearing it. And the thing is, since I wrote that entry I've hardly worked out at all; I've mostly stayed at home eating unhealthy food.

Oh, and writing porn all night.

There's a connection, dammit!!

I don't get my body. I was cleaning up the bedroom, and I came across this jean skirt that I have, and I figured I'd try it on, since I haven't used it in a while - it's a little too tight, and I have to put it on over my head.

I got it on by just stepping into it, and it just slid onto me. The fuck??!So, curious by now, I got out this skirt that ( Read more... )