[IC] Someone stop the world, I want off. (NSFW language)
They're not home.
I guess it's good that they aren't. I don't have to struggle with the problem of telling them I fucked up someone else's life again.
I tried to say no. Did say no. Shouldn't have smoked, I -knew- I'd lose it if I did and I smoked anyway.
Didn't fuck him. Didn't touch him. And he ran home with his tail between his legs anyway.
My fault, I should have been stronger. I should have walked away.
I wish you were my dragonsworn no you don't you don't want an old fuckup like me
I hate you. I hate you I hate what you are I hate that you can't change I hate that you make everyone around you miserable.
Vii yelled at me for trying to keep Lindir out of his pants. Doesn't trust me, he thinks Lindir can do no wrong that he's gentle and friendly and that's not the way it is at all the sly little bastard will worm him way into his pants without even thinking and then it'll be too late and he'll end up like fucking Chryseth and I won't have that happen again while I can stop fuck you I hate you fucking rapist slut it they have to stop Vii has no self control neither do I Ori's right might as well be Scourge I'm as bad as Lark
Tim's in trouble again can't seem to go five feet without someone fucking up
usually me
What was he thinking, trusting that greasy bitch?
you did too, didn't you trusted her and smoked her shit and got pissed as fuck when your brother tried to protect you
he knew what he was doing knew better I hate you why didn't you listen now he hates you too
Vii hates you Lindir hates you Nathrae hates you Demitri hates you I hate you I hate you I hate you
wish they'd come home I can't help Tim I need Ori's help and he's not here I don't want him to die I don't want to lose my friend he knows what I feel like he knows he knows I just want it to stop . .. .