Oblivious.
I die... honestly...
I got so much to do I didn't have even 1 hour for myself this week, I didn't sleep at all, I wanna vomit when I eat, I feel left alone somewhere outside where it's icy cold, windy, rainy.
I don't know what I want anymore.
My report is fucking bad, my mum's furious my dad will be the same, I have to go to driving school as often as possible & nothing counts as an excuse.
They wanna kill me. I can't stand all this anymore.
"Hey Baby, I'm breakin down."
& no one seems to even recognize it. I rot around so that everyone can see it but no one dares to be interested. No one cares.
I snouldn't care anymore as well.
I scratch out my eyes when they don't stop crying for even one day, one hour.
I need help... indeed, I do... but no one's really able to help me, like it seems..
Ignore that or forget it.
1st ignoring & the forget what you ignore.
『X Japan's Yoshiki made an appearance on MBC's Section TV and said that, "Among Korean musicians, I like Seotaiji most" and that "if the chance comes, I'd love to perform with him." MBC Section TV also reported that Yoshiki stated that "Seotaiji is a great musician, and, if it's possible, I'd like to make music with him."』
If I was in a good mood now I'd be like "omf wtf aaaaah~~<3"
But because I am not I'm just like "uhuh. who cares I don't."
I got so much to do I didn't have even 1 hour for myself this week, I didn't sleep at all, I wanna vomit when I eat, I feel left alone somewhere outside where it's icy cold, windy, rainy.
I don't know what I want anymore.
My report is fucking bad, my mum's furious my dad will be the same, I have to go to driving school as often as possible & nothing counts as an excuse.
They wanna kill me. I can't stand all this anymore.
"Hey Baby, I'm breakin down."
& no one seems to even recognize it. I rot around so that everyone can see it but no one dares to be interested. No one cares.
I snouldn't care anymore as well.
I scratch out my eyes when they don't stop crying for even one day, one hour.
I need help... indeed, I do... but no one's really able to help me, like it seems..
Ignore that or forget it.
1st ignoring & the forget what you ignore.
『X Japan's Yoshiki made an appearance on MBC's Section TV and said that, "Among Korean musicians, I like Seotaiji most" and that "if the chance comes, I'd love to perform with him." MBC Section TV also reported that Yoshiki stated that "Seotaiji is a great musician, and, if it's possible, I'd like to make music with him."』
If I was in a good mood now I'd be like "omf wtf aaaaah~~<3"
But because I am not I'm just like "uhuh. who cares I don't."