A departure from sanity
I do believe I have gone insane. I am making a strange project out of trawling OkCupid! (its sort of a dating/social networking site) and basically looking through hundreds of people's profiles and trying to convince myself that there are other people out there who can compare to Nathaniel. I may not even talk to them or actively try to do anything, it is just a psychological exercise! So far I am seeing that there are people who could potentially fit the bill when it comes to attracting me and being as compelling as Nathaniel was. I probably will send some of them messages simply to make more contacts in that wide world even though I just said I wouldn't. I want to make my life the best that it can possibly be, given bad circumstances.