yesterday!
yesterday - my back was killing me! i couldnt move it - my neck is becoming like that and the back of my head!
No matter how much excedrin i take - it wont go away so it might just be apart of this whole deal shmeal that i got myself into (goes along with the last entry) but i doubt it - for i've had this happen to me before! so i dunno whats going on - so instead of having an awesome time with my friends yesterday - that you would think that i would be right now! i sat at home all day laying on my back cause i couldnt move it - yesterday i slept from 430pm to 630 this morning when i got up for school and i was still tired - i found myself sleeping in the same position that fell asleep in yesterday !
i was so tired and hurting so much i couldnt sit in one position today - i would move every 20 min. if that! and I couldnt pay attention either
although its hard enough with me paying attention anyways - ADD just isnt good i guess! and then being tired on top of it! i dunno
today wasnt so bad i suppose! its still the blah type of day! but ...im getting through i suppose!
i feel like I have no friends! ...HONESTLY!
NO one calls me anymore! And the ones that do call me - i honestly am kinda getting sick of - if that makes any sense at all!
But i feel that - having a social life isnt everything right now!
i have a ton of things to do already and thats without a social life so i think i might be okay!
all the people that i used to talk to are either in a different state/country
and the people that i used to talk to before going to disney world are bitches! i hate most of them! (ill explain that one later, dont feel like getting pissed off right now)
and the other people - i never see them ( like heather!) I miss her so much and shes got a schedule that is out of controllably different from mine and ITS MAKING ME MAD! _ shes my best friend! COME ON - shes gotta have some day off sometime!
but again - life moves on!
school - is the same ol' blah!
work - I have no hours this week except thursday - which is making me think that either one) i need to get another job or two) i need to get a new one al together
and they are the worst hours to have thursday 430 to midnight ! what kind of shift is that - yeah ive done that kinda of shift at WDW - but here IN MICHIGAN? at KOHLS? WHAT?????
im not saying my life sucks becuase well - it doesnt - but i have a feeling in a few months when it gets all depressing out side again - im going to start getting all depressed AGAIN, too!
I should have listened to my roommate nicole, and lived with her, down in FL - the only reason why i came back here was cause i missed my friends - and in fact im still missing them - cause i never see them and half of them arent considered my friends anymore! So i keep asking my self - was it really worth coming home?
when i could be in FL getting killed by hurricanes, and having fun with my friends and going to college down there and getting a job - where they actually have NOW HIRING signs EVERYWHERE! unlike Michigan!
I feel stupid!