Yesterday was fun but as for today...
I'm freezing cold because its 60 degrees in the house but according to my dad its "like 100" so I guess I have to sit here cold. Its not my fault if he's sick or stupid. Raechel and I are cold. Ugh.
Raechel has been grouchy for two days. I guess she expects me to put up with all of it. When she gets an attitude, and I give her one back, it automatically becomes my fault and I "started it." I get tired of dealing with that.
I'm falling into a rut, I can feel it. Its those forces of life that pull you down into something that it takes a long time to get out of. I try so hard to be a positive person. I'm trying so hard to convince myself its not that bad, I know its not THAT bad, but when does it get good? When will life stop being mediocre and start being fun and great? Some things are fun, some things are nice, but the rest of it I think I deserve a chance on.
My ears are honestly in pain from these iPod headphones. I HATE this kid of headphones. But its all I have for now, so I have to deal with it. Whoever invented these horrible devices should be shot. My iHome is already being stupid and I don't know how to fix it.
Does it make sense that I want to go away from everyone and have someone at the same time?
I need somewhere to go. I need something to do. I can't get my mind off of things. There is nothing, I can't go. I'm going crazy.
Save me.
Raechel has been grouchy for two days. I guess she expects me to put up with all of it. When she gets an attitude, and I give her one back, it automatically becomes my fault and I "started it." I get tired of dealing with that.
I'm falling into a rut, I can feel it. Its those forces of life that pull you down into something that it takes a long time to get out of. I try so hard to be a positive person. I'm trying so hard to convince myself its not that bad, I know its not THAT bad, but when does it get good? When will life stop being mediocre and start being fun and great? Some things are fun, some things are nice, but the rest of it I think I deserve a chance on.
My ears are honestly in pain from these iPod headphones. I HATE this kid of headphones. But its all I have for now, so I have to deal with it. Whoever invented these horrible devices should be shot. My iHome is already being stupid and I don't know how to fix it.
Does it make sense that I want to go away from everyone and have someone at the same time?
I need somewhere to go. I need something to do. I can't get my mind off of things. There is nothing, I can't go. I'm going crazy.
Save me.