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It's so weird. The whole time I've been home from school I've either just been sitting around my house or have been out with friends. But all the times I have been home, and the few times I ate dinner with my family and spent some time with them, my mom still says I'm never home and we never spend time together. I guess I feel kinda bad, but then I don't because she's not really home ever either. She always has some meeting or work or mmtv or whatever. But i guess we haven't really gone shopping or done much together. I feel weird spending time with her though. I've never really liked my parents that much. I mean since I've gotten to school things have been much better and I've missed them some and I've talked to them a good amount. But I still just feel weird hanging out with my parents. I don't know.
I have a hard time getting close to people.
I have a hard time getting close to people.