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Someone please tell me why I feel like even a day as awesome as today was feels like it was pointless until I share it with her? Why do I have this need to tell her about what happened today, and why do i feel so shitty right now when I cant? Its so stupid but no day feels like its really complete until I talk to her and tell her about my misadventures. Every time my phone makes the speakers make that noise it makes when youre getting a call (but you dont always get a call sometimes its just sending out a signal or something i think) or hear someone sign on I jolt out of bed and check if shes calling me or online. Im afraid to call her now. Not like ill interrupt a class, but like shell get mad at me for interrupting her hanging out with someone. This fuckin sucks man.