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I decided while practicing today that I would start a countdown on here of how many days until I go home for homecoming and get to see alicia again. So lets see, today is the 29th of september, and I am going on the 20th of october, so Im not sure If I count today or that day. Im going to say I dont count that day, so lets go with 21. 3 weeks. The way a week flies by here that will be sooner than it seems. and maybe things will get better here now that Ive sorted myself out somewhat. so 21 days, then I can finally hold her in my arms again, kiss her, hear her laugh, look into her beautiful eyes, Hold her hand, feel the warmth of her body next to mine. I can still almost remember how it feels, to be with her, the way she feels the way she smells. When youre with someone long enough you begin to notice they have a scent all their own. Not a bad way, but when you recognise it, and then smell it, it makes you feel safe. They do say smell is the most memorable sense because its directly in the brain or something like that. its true. I miss her but this feels a little better now that I have a definite time frame that I can cling to.