Feb 24, 2004 11:29
well guys, here. i'm basically going to tell you what happened (the stupid thing) and i need some advice.
last saturday my volleyball team (men and womens) go to a house party. Douglas college's teams are there too. this is pretty much the "pre-provincials" party of the year so everybody gets drunk. not just drunk, completely tanked. anyways, by the end of the night i end up making out with my friends boyfriend drew. yeah, the same drew as before. oh, lets not forget to mention the fact that i have a boyfriend myself, who was also at that party. drew tells jen (the girlfriend/my friend) that we did, and takes all the blame (bless him). now jen is furious with me (with all rights). i don't know what to say to her. i mean, i know what to say to her, but not how to start the conversation. oh, i told kraz the next morning about what i'd done, and he told me that he forgives me and that its not a big deal, seeing as i was drunker than anyone had ever seen me before.
help people. advice, comments, anything.
i'm so fucked. i feel terrible for the whole thing. originally i thought, alright, this isn't a big deal, i don't regret it, but i do, more than anything, i wish i could go back and not go anywhere near drew.
help.