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so i had the worst night ever...
i wake up to a big bang followed by more banging, i sat up and was like wtf but then it stoped so i closed my eyes and went back to sleep...like 5 min later i woke up again something didnt feel right, so i go into the living room and there is strummer (ryans fish) dead by the door,
i went nutsi started balling and then i screamed so dillen woke up and he was crying it was a mss, i couldnt even sleep, i called ryan my dad amanda i was frantic and the worst part was i was terrified honestly. i ran into the room grabed dill and jumped on the bed and sat there so freaked out, finaly i got back to sleep and ryan called and woke me up and he wasnt even mad, i was still soo upset, and freaked the hell out, i went to pick up strummer to get rid of him and i couldnt even get near him i started screaming again, dill just laughed this time, so i called matty ryans friend and he came over and got rid of him for me and hung out for a bit cuz i was still all freaked out...
i still am...i honestly dont wanna go home im so fucking scared, i cant even nap today i keep havin nightmares.
i fucking hate that fish, its gone and its still scarin me, god i feel so bad for it too what a way to go it fucking leaped out of its tank and hit the door,poor guy gah this is gonna bug nme for a long ass time,
i feel like its my fault cuz i ddint noptice the heater was off.
i feel like shit
sam i said yes for tomrow but i still have no place to sit and 2 tv units in my living room so i dunno what u wanna do? lemme know.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wake up to a big bang followed by more banging, i sat up and was like wtf but then it stoped so i closed my eyes and went back to sleep...like 5 min later i woke up again something didnt feel right, so i go into the living room and there is strummer (ryans fish) dead by the door,
i went nutsi started balling and then i screamed so dillen woke up and he was crying it was a mss, i couldnt even sleep, i called ryan my dad amanda i was frantic and the worst part was i was terrified honestly. i ran into the room grabed dill and jumped on the bed and sat there so freaked out, finaly i got back to sleep and ryan called and woke me up and he wasnt even mad, i was still soo upset, and freaked the hell out, i went to pick up strummer to get rid of him and i couldnt even get near him i started screaming again, dill just laughed this time, so i called matty ryans friend and he came over and got rid of him for me and hung out for a bit cuz i was still all freaked out...
i still am...i honestly dont wanna go home im so fucking scared, i cant even nap today i keep havin nightmares.
i fucking hate that fish, its gone and its still scarin me, god i feel so bad for it too what a way to go it fucking leaped out of its tank and hit the door,poor guy gah this is gonna bug nme for a long ass time,
i feel like its my fault cuz i ddint noptice the heater was off.
i feel like shit
sam i said yes for tomrow but i still have no place to sit and 2 tv units in my living room so i dunno what u wanna do? lemme know.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH