fuck today.
i hate today.
i hate myself
fuck fuck fuck fuck
fucking wonderful fucking day fuck

DILLEN IS EFFIN ONE YEAR OLD.
thanks for all who came out thanks for the gifts
it was good times i was so effin stressed but all is good.
my baby is one
OMG!!

i'm so sick of fighting with you.
why must you be so hard?
it's not you...or maybe its what youve become.
i totally am to blame.
i am so ill of this.
i wish everything could be magic and roses.
makes me cry and not be able to sleep.
i wish everything could fall into place and be wonderful.

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join so i can dress up my doll.

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yoooooo.
sorry ive been a stranger.

lots of issues.
anyways....
christmas was busy
dill is amazing
im gettina home phone set up next week.
will update with the number.

p.s
i finally have a dining table...

AND
i am cutting hair for cash on the side......so if anyones brave enough ive got a few clients lol yay me.

im so mad.
at everything.
i hate being dramatic.
i always have my back up.
i dont trust anyone.
for good reason.
let downs.
ffffffffffffffff.

god its so fucking sad.
always happens to the best people.
so unfair.
you were wonderful.
r.i.p

gah.
ladiesss....night cancelled tomromow,
grans getting out of the H!!!
YAY!!!!
so next wesnday keep it open for me?
sounds good!?

my mum helped me buy a dress for christmas, its soooo freaking nice!!
im just making some adjustments to it but its reallllly pretty!!
yay.

christmas is so soon.
20 days.
wtf.

so my mum is havign a boy, so i was trying to find a good "cuban" name for her and i started looking up name meanings......

Dillen Martin Christian Grant= Sea God-Servant of mars-christian-great
Kaitlyn mare Allan = Pure- Sea of bitterness- little rock
Ryan Christian Grant = King - Christian- Great......lol

crazies.
lol