feel it
ok so...im more frustrated than ever...more lonely than ever..more disappointed than ever..and more fake than ever...because im trying to pretend nothings wrong and im fine...well im not..if only i were...id smile..but im not..so i pretend to smile.im emo fine whatev..didnt take my meds today..maybe its why im sad...but they really dont help that much anyway..i hate it when people say theyll call/text and they dont..he just lost me...im done...im sad and im lonely..its like once i quit looking i get all these beezys and no one is right they all fuck me over..so yea i need to work on knowing i dont need a guy in my life...because i dont..i know that...i just dont feel it..