its a whole new year
this past year has been rediculously hard...ive gone through alot...had quite a few broken hearts...i made new friends...i lived, i loved, i experienced..i got in a fight, lost my virginity, cried alot, went to alot of doctors apps, had mono, fucked up my grades, learned who my real friends are, was a good friend to my friends, got close to some people, and so much more...
this year...my resolution is to be clean.....and thats what ive been doing..its cool...im proud. other than that this year has had its ups and downs so far. im thankful for my friends...without them idk what id do..i found out the other day that my gma has cancer. im scared. were close and idk what id do without her. me n my ex are talking again...but i dont trust him..and i have every right and he knows it. i made a new bff...her name is dez and i love her. she was there for me last night and made me smile when i thought no one could. im supposed to pick her up today but she hasnt called yet. im tired of drama that gets caused by another person (ex) and brought on me...idk why i stick up for him..i guess its harder not to.
i got a new hoodie last night its cuuuute. and i watched butt rock vs. hxc fights...haha funny shit...and i am pretty scared these past few days about the cancer thing so ive been acting funny..i wish i wasnt. tonight is elysia and never back down. im not going i wouldnt make it on time. especially if i have to get dez. that girl better call soon. lol...and tomorrow night is with passion and before i wake! hell of good..but idk if ill go, i dont wanna go alone My year consisted of....
and this year so far....
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this year...my resolution is to be clean.....and thats what ive been doing..its cool...im proud. other than that this year has had its ups and downs so far. im thankful for my friends...without them idk what id do..i found out the other day that my gma has cancer. im scared. were close and idk what id do without her. me n my ex are talking again...but i dont trust him..and i have every right and he knows it. i made a new bff...her name is dez and i love her. she was there for me last night and made me smile when i thought no one could. im supposed to pick her up today but she hasnt called yet. im tired of drama that gets caused by another person (ex) and brought on me...idk why i stick up for him..i guess its harder not to.
i got a new hoodie last night its cuuuute. and i watched butt rock vs. hxc fights...haha funny shit...and i am pretty scared these past few days about the cancer thing so ive been acting funny..i wish i wasnt. tonight is elysia and never back down. im not going i wouldnt make it on time. especially if i have to get dez. that girl better call soon. lol...and tomorrow night is with passion and before i wake! hell of good..but idk if ill go, i dont wanna go alone My year consisted of....
and this year so far....
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