life rolls on!!!
Well its been a while ..cuz its been a tough year...I still miss my Mom like I never thought for a moment I would this much . Find myself wanting to call her..then realizing that I can't and then wondering if I am losing my mind for even thinking about calling her??????We bought a place here close to my Dad.I sometimes don't know why ..although he is 80 he doesn't really need me which is a little tough to take sometimes but the flip side is he could be leaning heavily on me..so I guess I should be happier that its the first one...and I feel like I kinda moved out here to help him with my Mom but now that she is gone I'm still here but why??My girls are all in Calgary still and my husband and son don't want to move back cuz lets face it if you are not in construction or oil then you are a fish out of water in Calgary ..just another poor person living paycheck to paycheck because of the millionaire ratio there!! I love Calgary but it really has turned into a bit of an elitist city!! Any way I really hope to better keep this up ..writing I mean because it is probably cheap therapy!! Have a great day!!!!!