Carpe Diem
Well it has been a month since my Mom passed on to what I'd like to think of as bigger and better things. Alzheimers sucks a** and I'm really praying to not have to EVER face that crap again!! She died on her 77th birthday and as everyone who knew her thought that if she had any control of that she would be laughing still. I'd like to think of it as her last little practical joke on all of us!!Not that dieing on your birthday is all that funny but she always did have a bit of a morbid sense of humor. Anyway now I'm still living with Dad and have been invited to stay for another year! Can my sanity take it?? We really get along for the most part but it is a bit like time travelling back to 16 again. But I am sandwiched between 2 very large lakes here in the beautiful Okanogan in a big house over looking mountains and lakes with deer and quail that wonder down the street like they were on their way home from work or something...its really quite beautiful.Especially when you compare it to living in a city with a million stressed out people. I guess I can hack it out for a while longer .But I do miss my home town and it will always be home to me. I still cant shake the feeling of that I'm here on vacation. I guess that will change soon. My psych hates change so much it may take a bit of time!! Any way going to get my hair done. I had a break-down and dyed most of it blond the other day and I look like crusty the clown.So they are going to fix it down town .Yeah!!!!Ciao