Haru Haru [14 - Smiles and Lies]
[Part 14] So here's the thing, Chunnie is just this dark person and then Su comes along and brightens his world~~ Then his dream is taken away and Su unknowingly leaves his wounds to fester and Happy Chunnie turns to Angry Chunnie once again during that period. Hah...felt like I had to clear that up. ^^; *is bricked*
Smiles and Lies
When Junsu returned,
everything I did was a lie.
That one bump in the road,
that lack of his touch
awakened something.
The long walks home
hand in hand,
love in lies.
The hours at his house
watching TV and burning dinner,
blackened the kimchi, blackened with lies.
Dreading his visits to my apartment and
hiding the socks in my bedroom
that were not mine,
hiding the mess, hiding the lies.
And insisting that he leave before his time,
a push out the door, and a wave good bye.
Smiling. All the while smiling.
I’ve always hated liars.
And soon after Junsu’s departure
he would come
out of the darkness,
those black, black eyes.
Why couldn’t I stop?
I’ve always hated liars.
As I thrust
in and out of Jaejoong
a wanton though tickled my sick mind.
Do I love Junsu
more than I hate myself?
In and out. I’m coming again.
A pure white flash,
spurting out of the darkness of my soul
and into his throbbing heat.
In and out. I’m crying again.
Part 15
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GOSH DARNIT. Why is it so cold in this room??!?! Dx
*freezes*
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