Dear Diary~ [Page 22 - Junsu]
[Page 22 - Junsu] o_O Is Junsu okay?? (Sorry for taking so long, readers! I had to leave town for a while for orientation. I'm going to college early! ^_^ I will still try to write in between studying and wild frat parties eating well balanced meals.)
Dear Diary,
Um, I locked myself in the closet, Diary. You know, the one in the laundry room? I don’t think…anyone can find me here. I did it on purpose. I just need to think about…
Hey! Today was a good day. I played some soccer, ate some food. It was good food. Actually, it wasn’t Jaejoong’s but it was good. I went over to Hyukjae’s place and Ryeowook came over and he cooked. Then Donghae and Hyukjae disappeared so I…
What else did I do today? Um. Um. Um. Um. Junho called! We talked about… What did we talk about?
Ryeowook made popsicles. Actually, that’s not what we had for lunch, but I don’t remember what lunch was. I was distracted. That was before Donghae and Eunhyuk disappeared, too.
Um, after lunch we had popsicles. Ryeowook’s popsicles. They were good. And homemade. Well, homemade at Hyukjae’s home. The flavors were interesting. Let’s see, pineapple and soda. It was like caffeinated pineapples with frozen bubbles. And then, um.
When we played soccer in the backyard, me and Hyukjae won against the other two. It was pretty cool. But losers had to go to Kangin and Leeteuk’s place and knock on the door and ask for a used condom. Pretty bad, actually. That’s when Donghae and Hyukjae disappeared. He said he wanted to apologize to Donghae, but I never saw them-
Grape and strawberries. That was a cool flavor. Very cool. Very cool.
I just remembered something Junho said. He said to call mom.
I wonder what’s on TV right now. Oh, I forgot, it doesn’t matter. The TV died. And I locked myself in the closet. With no TV. That works.
Ryeowook was blushing like mad when Leeteuk told him to wait while he asked Kangin where they kept the condoms.
I have a question, Diary. I know you can’t answer, but it’s a rhetorical question anyway. Actually, that wasn’t a question at all but the rhetorical question is after this. So, like, why does it seem like people go crazy when a full moon is out? People do strange things. Like, like…
Crap. There’s a rat hole in here.
People ask other people weird questions sometimes, I think. Is a full moon out now? I think it is. It must be huge. And bright right now. What causes that? Do the gravitational pulls cause some kind of hormonal imbalance? Do witches exist?
MJ died, Diary! I almost cried, seriously. Michael is my idol.
Diary…. Help me…
Yunho said he didn’t cry about Michael Jackson, but I swear he did. He stayed in his room for a long time playing Thriller. I think I heard him doing the choreography a couple times.
I’m really going crazy…
I think the full moon did something to Jaejoong, too. He’s been bipolar lately. He keeps going from really happy to somewhat depressed. He said he doesn’t even know what’s wrong with him. Changmin said he’s menopausal.
Donghae could barely go through with it. He just stood in front of Leeteuk and Kangin’s door for a long time pacing. Then he knocked. It was even funnier because Kangin answered instead of Leeteuk. Kangin just mumbled for Donghae to get a hobby and slammed the door. No condoms this time. I hope he wasn’t too mad.
Changmin was really quiet about MJ for a while. But after a few days, he complained to Yunho that he was upset that he had to learn about the death over the phone through Yesung instead of from the news. On TV.
He put chocolate in one of the popsicles. Chocolate and raspberry extract. Me and Hyukjae liked it but Donghae didn’t. He didn’t tell Ryeowook, though. So he ended up getting three more blocks of frozen choco-berry. Hyukjae ate them when Ryeowook wasn’t looking, though.
I’m crazy, crazy…
At least Jaejoong is still cooking normally. Wait. Is he bipolar if he only goes from really happy to somewhat depressed? Shouldn’t he be all the way, awesomely, down in the gutters depressed? Do I want him to be that depressed? Why am I wishing for hyung to get depressed? Am I depressed? I can think of one reason why I’m depressed…
Taxes. Did Yunho mail our taxes?
Changmin keeps asking me if Jaejoong ever talks about him. Well, he does, but I don’t see why Changmin is so curious.
Oxyclean! Jaejoong actually bought that?
I learned a new Japanese word last month, Diary. I just haven’t thought of writing it down in here til…now…
The full moon is making Changmin act weird, too. He’s been eating more now. Well, I don’t think that’s weird. Scratch that.
Out of body experience. That word in Japanese sounds so cool.
What else to write about?
I need something, something, something, something
I really do think I’m going crazy.
Something.
You know what I hate? When my shoes get untied. That happened yesterday, Diary. They just…got untied.
Crazy, something, freaking out.
I think I need a paper bag to throw up breath in.
I’ve been missing most of the World Cup. I’m really upset about it. I can only go to Hyukjae’s house so many times to watch it on his TV. He and Donghae usually leave for a while in the middle…
And Junho likes to pick the opposite team I’m rooting for just to bug me. My competitive spirit just turns to blazing anger and I usually walk out. Not fun. Just irritating. Not fun.
Yunho should really call someone to fix the TV.
The weather has been really good. It rained yesterday.
And find the remote control.
But we needed rain. It was getting too dry, anyway. Too dry.
Actually, Changmin threatened to shove the remote control down my throat the other day.
If it’s too dry, they keep complaining on the news that it’s too dry and how drought will devastate us all.
Well, we wouldn’t get all that complaining because the TV is broken. Maybe we should subscribe to the newspaper. Or check out the news…internet?
I want a Wii. Kind of.
It’s Wednesday. Why did Jaejoong do the laundry again today?
Changmin keeps trying to hide how bored he’s been since the TV died. But he wont leave Yunho alone about it.
Jessica called earlier. She said to bring an umbrella for tomorrow.
I think Changmin should do what Kangin said. Get a hobby. What kind of hobby?
Where are Yunho, Jaejoong and Changmin right now? Will I ever get out of this closet? What if I don’t want to? What happens when I have to pee?
Does Jaejoong count as hobb-
Card games. Changmin should play card games. I bet he’d be good at Go Stop.
Want to know my favorite season? Summer. No. Spring. Summer is too hot sometimes. But spring has bugs and that freaks out that kid from downstairs, Taemin. Sometimes he makes one of us get up in the middle of the night to go down there and squish a roach just to keep him quiet.
The moon is definitely full. Definitely. No other explaination…
I think I like autumn. Not cold. Not hot. No bugs. Well, there are bugs, but you know what I mean.
…
Fall is pretty boring, though. What about winter? No. Too cold.
Ryeowook’s popsicles were cold. Was lunch cold, too? I think I remember bologna. No, it was definitely hot chicken. No, rice.
Why did Changmin threaten me with the remote control? I wasn’t talking that much. And we can’t even find that thing. So there.
Jaejoong is coming in. I guess I have to come out of the closet now.
~Junsu
P.S. Diary…Yoochun confessed to me.
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