how different the world would be if people used their hearts more, treated people as they would want to be treated, and smiled just for the hell of it. maybe then nice people wouldn't always finish last. for some reason the cuts feel so much deeper when they're on the souls of my friends. i can live with my own unhappiness, so i don't understand ( Read more... )

"Breakaway" -Kelly Clarkson- *Written by Avril Lavigne ( Read more... )

contentment...i can't describe the sphere that surrounds this house - this is home. huggs and kisses occur for the sake of it. we like being together. it's not forced family fun...it's not even really family fun. it's just family. i love yous are sincere and frequent, and we smile even when we're crying. we look out over the city, and are silently ( Read more... )

i don't think my last night at home could have been any worse. so after one of the most horrific and eye opening nights of my life...i broke away. i was responsible, i stood up for myself, i let go, and i was okay with me...it wasn't the best night in so many ways. but in many others it was amazing. i grew some balls and i grew up. i didn't let ( Read more... )

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There are never enough true smiles, never enough big hugs, never enough sheer contentment, never enough pure love, never enough happy memories...or at least that's the way it seems. I have found that the moments I wish could last forever are over before I even have time to wrap myself around them and embrace my happiness. I don't understand why it ( Read more... )

Woke up sneezing again...I actually have come to dread waking up because I know that it means the sneeze attacks are on the way. After I start sneezing theres no way I can fall back asleep...so yea, it's annoying. I'm beginning to think its some sort of allergy to something in my room. Cause up until like a week ago I was sleeping on the couch. I ( Read more... )

I got horrible cramps yesterday. I hate it when everything happens at once. It's just gross. I hate feeling crappy. I can't really do much of anything because I'm trying really hard to let myself get better...but I just feel so lazy ( Read more... )

I GOT SICK!!! ARGH!! I hate life. I don't remember ever being this sick in the summer. I'm sure that at some point I got a cold at summer camp, or had a sore throat...but nothing has ever come on this fast and been this bad. I don't think ever ( Read more... )

The Soundtrack to Your Life SurveyMake a soundtrack for your life, matching songs with the following ( Read more... )