I think I just suck at school.
I mean... really.
I've been studying, doing my hw, taking notes...
I failed both my MA100 and my BI111 tests this week.
*both* of them. FAILED.
I talked to my math professor today, and he wants me to redo the hw for this chapter too, by next Friday. ._.
Alden is going to help me with it... thankfully.
I'm going to be spending my evening making flash cards for my Biology classes.
I'm really... REALLY freaked out about this though.
If I don't get a 3.0 or better this semester,
well- shit son.
I won't get the scholarship that I need and won't be able to afford school next semester.
Putting me in the position of sink or swim.
I'm trying to swim. really I am.
I couldn't sleep lastnight, I was too busy thinking about what I'd do with my life if I can't return to college...
My current plan consists of working at taco bell until I stumble upon something more useful. doesn't that sound appealing?
I have no outstanding talents. I'm a mediocre artist, mediocre environmentalist, mediocre cook, mediocre musician... nothing useful.
the thing is, I know my mum would want me to return home.
I couldn't handle that. I love Marquette, and I would find a way to make that work...
BUT DAMMIT I'M GOING TO MAKE IT.
Study group on friday for BI112.
HW all weekend.
(exception: lunch with Alden on Saturday)
I've been studying, doing my hw, taking notes...
I failed both my MA100 and my BI111 tests this week.
*both* of them. FAILED.
I talked to my math professor today, and he wants me to redo the hw for this chapter too, by next Friday. ._.
Alden is going to help me with it... thankfully.
I'm going to be spending my evening making flash cards for my Biology classes.
I'm really... REALLY freaked out about this though.
If I don't get a 3.0 or better this semester,
well- shit son.
I won't get the scholarship that I need and won't be able to afford school next semester.
Putting me in the position of sink or swim.
I'm trying to swim. really I am.
I couldn't sleep lastnight, I was too busy thinking about what I'd do with my life if I can't return to college...
My current plan consists of working at taco bell until I stumble upon something more useful. doesn't that sound appealing?
I have no outstanding talents. I'm a mediocre artist, mediocre environmentalist, mediocre cook, mediocre musician... nothing useful.
the thing is, I know my mum would want me to return home.
I couldn't handle that. I love Marquette, and I would find a way to make that work...
BUT DAMMIT I'M GOING TO MAKE IT.
Study group on friday for BI112.
HW all weekend.
(exception: lunch with Alden on Saturday)