Jan 17, 2007 00:37
What do we make time for?
The things that are necessary to us. Showering. Brushing teeth. Drying Hair. Eating. Working out. Studying. Lunch Dates.
So if what is necessary to us increases how do we make more time? Or are we so set that our routines must stay the same or brake the person we are?
How much can one person knowingly take before they break, even if they know its already in process?
Things have been wierd lately. The suddeness of it all. When it rains here, it doesn't just rain on me, it pours... My life couldn't be busier. As i push people out and away because i'm sick of how they treat me, suprisingly a few new things come my way. The power of friends can never be underestimated. Just when you think you are nothing, you are informed you just might actually be something. Its flattering. I don't know what I would do without some of these people. Still they are no replacement to what I have had, as there is just something that some boys can't fill in a girls heart when all they want is their best friends. The gender barrier however slowly peels away layer by layer.
Its just hard to accept that we are all human. The human condition needs, wants, feels. But why sometimes do the needs, wants and feelings seem like they are coming from completely different planets? Well when i grew up there were 9 planets. So maybe now that there is less there are less places for these things to come from.