"Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be..."
God my life has become this monotonous schedule. I haven't even had enough time lately to update my journal! It's sad. Okay, time for a condensed recap of my weekend:
1) Party at Tom's: Let me just flat out say it....we got surrounded by god damn sheriffs and a few cops too. Basically they got an anonymous phone call saything that there was an under age drinking party at Toms. How anonymous that caller was, is yet to be determined. It's not all that hard to guess though. Bitch. But unfortunantly for the bitter caller, her/their plan didn't work out all that well considering the cops were just pissed off that they drove all the way out there for a cooler of Mr. Pibb.
2) My Boys: Too much has happened with these little bastards lately that I can't even remember all of it. All I know, is that if putting in The Girl Next Door makes a girl horny, then put in the Gnarles Barkley CD...it tends to turn the guys on, in a wierd sort of way.
3)Amazing nights, sleepovers with Tom.
I don't know what all else has happened. A whole lot of waking up early getting home at 12:00 and eating with Thomas. We watched Fight Club finally I got to watch the climatic ending with him. It was a damn good movie. It made me want to read the book again. They're always better than the movie. I also saw Grandma's Boy finally. It was fucking hilarious.
So, last night the tripod got together after I got off work. Of course Shaun has other plans though, and ended up leaving after a while. Tom and I did what we do best though, and drove around smoking uncontrolably, laughing and being generally retarded. But last night was kinda different. I don't know. We had one of those Lake Waveland talks. But a little deeper maybe? I just felt sooooo good after talking to him. He's become one of my best friends in the past few months. I could probably talk to him about anything. Anyway...after digging through many problmes that we were both facing, and rambling off at each other, we came up with options for ourselves...solutions kind of. I don't know, I don't know how to explain it. But I love that boy! I didn't feel like going to class this morning, so I drove to Tom's at 8:00 and slept there all morning instead. (Okay, so I'm not as fully committed to this class as I said I would be...bite me.)
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH....my love life is completely fucked. Fucked Fucked Fucked...Sigh. I'm sitting here 1) in a situation that I completely don't want to be in...and 2) in a completely other situation where I'm willing, and already have, put everything into it as I possibly can, but I get absoloutly nothing back. People that can't just say what they god damn have to say piss me off more than anythign in the world. Ugh..it's the most aggrivating situdation in the world. And all for what? Thats a damn good question.
The "Closure" to Tom and I's night speakes for itself:
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"I was crying, over you
I am smiling,
I think of you....
breath in the air, if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice, and swear you're love's for me
I was crying, over you
I am smiling,
I think of you"
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Dude...my split ends are coming back like the effin plague.
Burning a CD...then crusin in "The Beast" with the most beautiful person in the world...Alaina....DUH!
1) Party at Tom's: Let me just flat out say it....we got surrounded by god damn sheriffs and a few cops too. Basically they got an anonymous phone call saything that there was an under age drinking party at Toms. How anonymous that caller was, is yet to be determined. It's not all that hard to guess though. Bitch. But unfortunantly for the bitter caller, her/their plan didn't work out all that well considering the cops were just pissed off that they drove all the way out there for a cooler of Mr. Pibb.
2) My Boys: Too much has happened with these little bastards lately that I can't even remember all of it. All I know, is that if putting in The Girl Next Door makes a girl horny, then put in the Gnarles Barkley CD...it tends to turn the guys on, in a wierd sort of way.
3)Amazing nights, sleepovers with Tom.
I don't know what all else has happened. A whole lot of waking up early getting home at 12:00 and eating with Thomas. We watched Fight Club finally I got to watch the climatic ending with him. It was a damn good movie. It made me want to read the book again. They're always better than the movie. I also saw Grandma's Boy finally. It was fucking hilarious.
So, last night the tripod got together after I got off work. Of course Shaun has other plans though, and ended up leaving after a while. Tom and I did what we do best though, and drove around smoking uncontrolably, laughing and being generally retarded. But last night was kinda different. I don't know. We had one of those Lake Waveland talks. But a little deeper maybe? I just felt sooooo good after talking to him. He's become one of my best friends in the past few months. I could probably talk to him about anything. Anyway...after digging through many problmes that we were both facing, and rambling off at each other, we came up with options for ourselves...solutions kind of. I don't know, I don't know how to explain it. But I love that boy! I didn't feel like going to class this morning, so I drove to Tom's at 8:00 and slept there all morning instead. (Okay, so I'm not as fully committed to this class as I said I would be...bite me.)
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH....my love life is completely fucked. Fucked Fucked Fucked...Sigh. I'm sitting here 1) in a situation that I completely don't want to be in...and 2) in a completely other situation where I'm willing, and already have, put everything into it as I possibly can, but I get absoloutly nothing back. People that can't just say what they god damn have to say piss me off more than anythign in the world. Ugh..it's the most aggrivating situdation in the world. And all for what? Thats a damn good question.
The "Closure" to Tom and I's night speakes for itself:
-------------------------------------------------------
"I was crying, over you
I am smiling,
I think of you....
breath in the air, if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice, and swear you're love's for me
I was crying, over you
I am smiling,
I think of you"
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Dude...my split ends are coming back like the effin plague.
Burning a CD...then crusin in "The Beast" with the most beautiful person in the world...Alaina....DUH!