Thoughts from the lot
Went to the Inlaws today to do some work. E was whiney and the break was awesome. Now she has, of course, fallen asleep between their house and daycare pickup. So I'm sitting in the lot for a few since G always asks for more time to play anyhow.
I ran today. I didn't want to but it was my only chance today and I wanted to get to have a nice anniversary dinner without thinking about the calories as much.
Thurs-Sun we were at my sister's. I'll write about that some time. It went better than expected but was tough physically, financially, and emotionally. Since I was active and busy I didn't track. I made reasonable choices and thought I was good. I gained 2 pounds. Damn.
Lately my dreams have been insanely vivid, and they come to me like memories through the day. Most have been about one person (marlatiara I'm sure you can guess). It is both reassuring and at times upsetting, which is odd since none of it is actually happening. My brain is clearly working through something.