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[jzekri]

well today seemed ok.. until I got home from work and I got yelled at... then got yelled at some more by someone else... I wish I could just stay at work... and not come home... atleast I'm not yelled at there or bothering or annoying anyone... why do I even try? I cut my hours back and now I sit here with my finger up my nose for crying out loud

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[xxblackxsatinxx]

If I lived closer, or in the same area.. or vice versa.. I wouldn't call you up to babysit my kids or bring me to my other friends.. why? hehe cause.. 1) I don't have kids, and 2) I can drive myself to my other friends..

I'd actually call you up to hang out.. cause quite frankly, I think you know deep down inside that I'm sad that you haven't come to visit me yet, because I really do enjoy your company.. and I enjoy hanging out with you.. or else I wouldn't of come up twice to visit you.. :p Orrrr stay like 4 days extra missing work to hang out with you ;) It was just a coincidence that I couldn't get a ride to the bus station those days.. :p

Either way.. I miss ya Jess.. and I hope that one day, even if it's in like a year, two years, or three years.. that you'll come spend a few days with me.. even if it's a day! I'll be happy :)

I'm probably not the number one person on your list that makes you happy, but atleast I try.. ^__^

I don't think you should be like your uncle.. because then you'd be becoming the one thing you're trying to get away from.. and then if and once you become like him, you can't run from yourself..

I know I'm a bitch sometimes, and I seem like I don't care.. and that I'm mad, and don't want anything to do with you.. but it's just cause I miss my best friend. Kind of hypocritical, since I haven't really been acting like one, I wish I could.. but the distance and lack of long distance priviledges keeps me from it.

A word here and there, slipped in on a comment, is the best I can do for now. And you know I'm always a call away if you ever need anything, at whatever time of day.