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well today seemed ok.. until I got home from work and I got yelled at... then got yelled at some more by someone else... I wish I could just stay at work... and not come home... atleast I'm not yelled at there or bothering or annoying anyone... why do I even try? I cut my hours back and now I sit here with my finger up my nose for crying out loud... so why did I cut them back? I don't care I will work until I'm unconsious literally.. I've done it before, it doesn't bother me.. my friends don't call me up and ask to do things.. they ask me to watch their kids or take them here or there... with their other friends... maybe I should be more like my uncle... atleast I dish it out like I get it... what's the point in being nice? no one respects you for it.. unless you scream right back they walk all over you like tour de france or whatever... I have friends that say I have changed and they don't know me anymore.. I'm still the same.. I'm just trying real hard to better myself but it seems impossible considering I'm always doing something wrong in someone's eyes.. I'm so annoyed and everything, I'm about to lock myself in a room and shut off my phone that way I can't piss anyone off or annoy anyone or bother them, or do something wrong. but take care xoxo