yes . . . .
I have come to realize my life has become very repetitive. This stupid quiz said more truth about me than anything in a while. Ever feel you find someone who is in sync with you, so much so it makes you question everything? If i can feel this way for a guy, my wonderful glorious God. I can feel for a man what i did for my ex girlfriend, i think i needed that reassurance. I am a complete bisexual. I still miss her, rather i miss having her, no i do miss her, just the "her" i fell in love with. I dont know her now. But i know him, i love him for that. He will be a great friend for now. He reminds me of Luke, my bestest guy friend in Louisiana.
I dislike meeting glorious, beautiful people, becoming attached to them unlike any other, then loosing them completely. It all hurts. I get over it and find someone else, make stronger bonds, i can only do this for so long. I only have so much to give, if i am alive i will give and try.
There was nothing to fear, nothing at all. It's about time for one of them changes. I am going to have two more semesters and a summer session to complete my gen ed. I won't do it all in Willits if i can help it. I am really thinkin about going back to Louisiana for awhile. I miss it, the people, the culture, the life. I can change the bad things that happened there. I am stronger in that sense. I have strayed to far from what i was, i need to go back to my orgins. I need to stop mixing the two worlds and find my "one world."
Time for change my friends, it may be longer till i find you again. I am sorry.
You are always in my thoughts, more than you know. I won't forget you.
Goodnight.