Curious . . .
I recommend everyone listen to The Rat Pack. Good ol' Sinatra, Martin and Davis, Jr.
Realizations are flying pass my head all the time. If i could just find a way to take my own advice, remember all the "realizations" when they need to be remembered and not after the fact.
I wish i could take all the suffering in the world out of it, thus ending my own. I want to be everywhere all the time.
The police came by my house today again.
My mom was hitting me and my sister again. I tryed to protect her, but i couldn't. We are being punished for getting help, i wish the police never left.
I am finding that physical abuse isn't all that bad compared to mental.
I will come through it, i always have, I have found it is best to let it go and just focus on self-preservation.
I will get out of here, no sense in looking for a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I just worry about my sister, can/will she make it. Maybe she should come live with me, but i don't know if i could handle her, my own mother can't.
I climbed a mountain today, literally and metaphorically. It helped, i would recommend everyone climb a mountain every now and again. It is uplifting (haha), pun intended.
I am looking forward to the good times, i think i might go climb a mountain on the east coast next. Until again, love and miss you all!
Realizations are flying pass my head all the time. If i could just find a way to take my own advice, remember all the "realizations" when they need to be remembered and not after the fact.
I wish i could take all the suffering in the world out of it, thus ending my own. I want to be everywhere all the time.
The police came by my house today again.
My mom was hitting me and my sister again. I tryed to protect her, but i couldn't. We are being punished for getting help, i wish the police never left.
I am finding that physical abuse isn't all that bad compared to mental.
I will come through it, i always have, I have found it is best to let it go and just focus on self-preservation.
I will get out of here, no sense in looking for a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I just worry about my sister, can/will she make it. Maybe she should come live with me, but i don't know if i could handle her, my own mother can't.
I climbed a mountain today, literally and metaphorically. It helped, i would recommend everyone climb a mountain every now and again. It is uplifting (haha), pun intended.
I am looking forward to the good times, i think i might go climb a mountain on the east coast next. Until again, love and miss you all!