on and on and on and on and O-on.

May 07, 2009 09:41

Yesterday I found a dead bird.

It made me think:

Sometimes, in the course of a day, there are buildings.  Like the Dole building.  It's where the journalism department is and they do a lot of stuff with children there, like research and daycare as well as helping a lot of developmentally disabled kids to lead a normal life.  This building has helped a lot of people.  I found the Hermit Thrush on the sidewalk behind the building, it flew into the window and died.

In the grand scheme of things, sometimes pretty little things that haven't hurt anyone and who just want to live and eat bugs and sing and have babies die.

Our relationship's happy moments are that little bird.  It's sad they're gone, but there were more large structures (like buildings) that were standing in the way and keeping us from being happy.  I wouldn't ever say that one building should be torn down in order that one little bird could be happy.

Ok, that may have been pretty cheesy but it helps me cope.  This entry was really hard to write, I feel like I'm walking in a fog today.

Talking to my mom this morning made me feel worse.  That's odd because usually talking to her makes me feel good.

Sidenote: I'm sitting in my cell bio class review, and people are basically tearing my teacher a new one.  Now they're fighting with eachother!  I hate confrontation and this is making me uncomfortable. 
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