you were a child crawling on your knees.... but your voice is too loud.
i haven't exactly been writing in this things religiously. I thought that I would have more to say each time I felt like writing in here. But I don't. which is a testament to how much of a bore my life has become.
on a good note: I am moving to ottawa. it's offical. it's scary. it's happening. I am really excited and all that goes with it, but I am really nervous, I haven't had a ton of responsibility in my life when it comes to paying rent and food bills and that stuff.. but I'm thinking that it will be good for me.
I have decided not to tell a lot of people that I am leaving. I told Nikki, Kristalyn and I kind of told Fonzi, but that's it. Later on I'll tell a couple more people but mostly I want to leave all their bull shit behind me because I can't handle theirs and mine all together. No one can handle that much bull shit lol.
I have decided that I need to start spending the dispoable income that I have more wisely. I need new clothes and shoes. So I am going to have to put my dvd buying mania on hold haha and buy the things that I actually need.
I started a list of things that I should have by the time that I move and I want to have a lot of that list scratched off in the near soonish future.
I also decided that I want to start reading more books again. I have 100 years of solitude and I need to start reading that. I'm excited to start reading that.
I am just excited because I am goign to be able to start over fresh in a different place. Leave a bunch of shit behind and don't stress.
this entry was a bit pointless but it doesn't bother me. I like the pointless entries sometimes a lot more than the ones that have a specific purpose and meaning.
on a good note: I am moving to ottawa. it's offical. it's scary. it's happening. I am really excited and all that goes with it, but I am really nervous, I haven't had a ton of responsibility in my life when it comes to paying rent and food bills and that stuff.. but I'm thinking that it will be good for me.
I have decided not to tell a lot of people that I am leaving. I told Nikki, Kristalyn and I kind of told Fonzi, but that's it. Later on I'll tell a couple more people but mostly I want to leave all their bull shit behind me because I can't handle theirs and mine all together. No one can handle that much bull shit lol.
I have decided that I need to start spending the dispoable income that I have more wisely. I need new clothes and shoes. So I am going to have to put my dvd buying mania on hold haha and buy the things that I actually need.
I started a list of things that I should have by the time that I move and I want to have a lot of that list scratched off in the near soonish future.
I also decided that I want to start reading more books again. I have 100 years of solitude and I need to start reading that. I'm excited to start reading that.
I am just excited because I am goign to be able to start over fresh in a different place. Leave a bunch of shit behind and don't stress.
this entry was a bit pointless but it doesn't bother me. I like the pointless entries sometimes a lot more than the ones that have a specific purpose and meaning.