"Watching your blue eyes...I've seen them so many times, I feel like I must be your best friend..."
my only full day of school this week was monday. and i'm leaving tomorrow after 2nd period. lol. gotta love it. except not really, cause i left early yesterday 'cause i was sick. and i went in late today 'cause i was at the doctor all morning.
i woke up yesterday feeling really shaky, so i was like, hm, my blood sugar most be low. so i drank some juice and ate breakfast, which usually helps. but...it didn't. it got worse in second period. but i stayed, 'cause i had a test (geosystems). but i went home after the test, and slept for a few hours, then went to work at 3.
i wasn't at work for an hour before i started to feel even worse, and started to black out when i was up front. i kept doing that most of the night, and was hot/cold/hot/cold the whole time. i cried a few times because i felt so horrible. (sean got to see that, he came to see me on my break. =-P). after my break the manager asked me to call special orders which i usually hate doing but it turned out to be good, because i'm ok when i'm sitting down. then i filled out cards that we send to people who haven't picked up orders yet, and i wound up getting it all caught up, we were way behind! and i started feeling better.
so i went to the doctor all morning. they don't really know what's wrong...said it could be a lack of protein. or something. basically they don't know. my dad and i were thinking we were all done and were ready to head out when the doctor was like, well, maybe we should do a blood test. wrong thing to say. i HATE those. like, horribly. as in, i have trouble breathing and i broke down crying. i passed out once so now they always have to lay me down on one of the tables and my dad has to talk to me to distract me. ugghhh.
so i survived that...and got to school at 11:55 or so. little bit of time in peer mediation and then left for peer helping at cherry run- our second to last time there. *tear*
got my nails done today, french manicure. yay! prom's tomorrow. =-O chrysalis board meeting tonight...lotsa stuff to do tomorrow...let's hope everything goes ok.
prayers...for everything.
haveitoldyoulatelythatiloveyou?