Jul 03, 2005 05:50
So Live8 was great and smoke out with the whole Pink Floyd crew. Had some good talks about life and what we want out it.
Thursday was a great night and should go back to my last post and start spilling my guts like I usually do. Guess that's one good entry that went to waste because I was too tired to write. Spent the night on my own smoking the hookah any watching Troy. Pretty much cried my eyes out b/c there was no one there to cuddle with or even hold hands. Its been way to long.
Friday was an interesting day. I stayed home all day downloading music and such. Ended up going out and picking up Javi. We drove around Miami just chillen. Met up with Lori after we bought some containers for all the flavor tobacco I have now. Hit up the hookah with some new caramel flavor. It was chill just hanging outside my house with the hookah with Lori and Javi. Always a good time with Lori now. Funny how Lori brought up this BBQ and turns out it was Sergio's bbq so I totally hit that shit up. Dropped Javi off and drove around Miami on my own just thinking about everything. God I get so lonely sometimes I find myself just lost in Miami and goto the closest Starbucks and just sit down and watch everyone around me wishing I had a girl to call my own to call up or just stare into. The BBQ first seemed madd shady but it picked up when the Domino's came out, religious talk, and then good game of Poker.
Today I woke up late as hell and saw an im from Cassie. Went to Dolphin to go meet up with her. Wow I don't know what was wrong with me to have a crush on her. I guess I totally was settling and thought maybe something would work out since we kinda clicked. Guess I was just another guy she met and thought nothing of it so now its so blah and boring without having a crush. After that I came home and watched Live8 show and hit perfect timing right when Pink Floyd came on. Took off and met up with Paula. God little kids can be so lame. We went to 4 partys and wow totally not worth my time. Madd mosquitoes and lame ass people. Atleast I was with Paula so it didn't make it so bad but needed to get home and just chill after all that. Gomez came over and we went to the Grove and picked up some coals for the Hookah. Definitely got back and then picked up Krista at Lakes of the Meadow. Really interesting and chill girl to be around. She definitely seems like she would be an awesome friend to have.
Today was pretty good but the highlight of the day was talking to Paula's boyfriends step mom and dad. Was warned that they crazy and stuff but wow we had some great topics of discussion while at there place waiting for someone. Nice to know that other people out there believe in the Rapture and have such Faith. Not to mention also believe that the time is very near. Call me crazy for thinking all of this but atleast I don't feel alone with my dad about it.
All right time to sleep to the beautiful voice of my lover Fiona. <333
It's been too long since i've cuddled or even held hands with a woman. God please send one to comfort me. Anyone interested? I promise i'm good -=)
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
Jay-eM