randomness

[juzz_d13d]

life isn't horrible. it does not suck either. but to have to deal with is just unbearable. if silence is wrong, why is there even that word in the first place. if both options have the same results then why should i choose anyway. if care is a word, then why isn't it happening. if happy and sad isn't the same thing, why does it feel like it is? being just fine is wrong, being really fine is also wrong, so what kind of fine is fine to u? if following u is wrong and not following u is wrong, then why is leaving u is also wrong? if i can't punish myself for the wrongs, why is it that u suddenly care? if u say something meanigful, please fulfil it. if u tell me something, make sure i tell u something in return or it means someone's not okay. if i could say something that would change the whole world, it would be i love u into i hate u. if not expressing ur thoughts is wrong, then the world is going to end up all haywired with everyone's thoughts. if this particular entry is stupid, then i would agree it is. if this particular entry makes u think, then i would be proud of it. if this particular entry make things change, it would probably not be me.

-me being my random self with all the IFs and WHYs-