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Had a great and terrible day at work today. It's never work-related though, it's just me. Worked like a Japanese beaver which was good. Cracked it towards the end of the day, which is bad.
I find that when I become close friends with someone I let them walk all over me... and then I harbour all this anger against them because they do so. The person I am referring to is unaware of this journal, so all is good. But what can I expect? I never say anything, and people are not mindreaders. So tomorrow I'm going to set things straight; I'm going to try not to be a doormat despite my overwhelming desire to be one. Deep down I'm a people pleaser and I've just got to kick the habit.
In other news I picked up Pearl Jam's "Lost Dogs" and The Strokes' "Room on Fire" for all of $20 today at JB Hifi. Love that store. If I still held my childhood fantasy of working in retail I would work there for sure. They have the best atmosphere and great prices. But I'm rambling...
Went to the gym tonight. Was surprised at my overall fitness, considering the only exercise I have done in 10 months is walking up 2 flights of stairs to my work library, which occurs about twice weekly... Did 30 minutes on the cross-trainer, 15 minutes on the bike and 3 minutes on the stepper. 3 minutes of agony! My heart was jumping out of my chest when I finished!
Plan to go back tomorrow... will see how that goes.
I find that when I become close friends with someone I let them walk all over me... and then I harbour all this anger against them because they do so. The person I am referring to is unaware of this journal, so all is good. But what can I expect? I never say anything, and people are not mindreaders. So tomorrow I'm going to set things straight; I'm going to try not to be a doormat despite my overwhelming desire to be one. Deep down I'm a people pleaser and I've just got to kick the habit.
In other news I picked up Pearl Jam's "Lost Dogs" and The Strokes' "Room on Fire" for all of $20 today at JB Hifi. Love that store. If I still held my childhood fantasy of working in retail I would work there for sure. They have the best atmosphere and great prices. But I'm rambling...
Went to the gym tonight. Was surprised at my overall fitness, considering the only exercise I have done in 10 months is walking up 2 flights of stairs to my work library, which occurs about twice weekly... Did 30 minutes on the cross-trainer, 15 minutes on the bike and 3 minutes on the stepper. 3 minutes of agony! My heart was jumping out of my chest when I finished!
Plan to go back tomorrow... will see how that goes.