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so i havent written in here forever.
life at the beach isnt what i thought it would be..its kinda a beeeach.(like bitch..haha)
but anyway work is alright. some people are just so sweet and cute and some people are just so mean. i have to deal with loons and crazy people as well as just interesting people, not the bad kinda interesting. like i checked in a deaf man today. and i see so many babies and little married old couples, and brides and people going to wedding, beach bums and people coming for random ass reasons. i see trashy people and highest class. theres a girl that teases me for being a rich virgin, i know its not that she hates me for it, but she's 20 with a child thats 18 months and shes never been higher than just at the poverty line. i look up to her in a way, she's been there, everywhere im scared to be. and she's gotten through and she moved out, lived on the streets for three months and in the end recommited to god. thats just so incredible. i miss the morrises. actually i miss everyone from home except sean. this summer was a stupid idea. after this how can i say goodbye to him. he basically is my best friend, big brother and parent all at the same time.i hadnt thought about how i have to say good bye in two months and all the sudden im heartbroken. no one could possibly understand the bond we have. no ones cared about me like he has. always, constantly. danielle is so lucky and she doesn't even know. i think she will in time, she knows not to let him go. he's just a man, you know? he's absolutely perfect. he's protective but such a girl. he loves girly love songs and sits through girly movies. he has opinions though and will stand by them, although hell never force them on you, theyre just his take it or leave it. hes a hard worker but so good at laughing at everythin. he gets me but at the same time will never get it. he;s booksmart and street smart and i am the luckiest little sister in the whole world. no matter how much i say it or how much i say about him thats the bottom line- anyone who knows him is blessed by an angel cause he's humble, strong and proud. and i love him more than anyone on the planet. i wish i had people here with me, people to spend time with when he's at work, just cause we work totally different times so we can get home since we have one car and only one driver. it gets pretty lonely. but alone time is definitely nice, i hate being around people alllll the time. and being away from parents is fucking awesome. were good, obviously, i mean if you know me you know im not really into the fuck up scene. anyway im done. tell me if youre at the beach.
life at the beach isnt what i thought it would be..its kinda a beeeach.(like bitch..haha)
but anyway work is alright. some people are just so sweet and cute and some people are just so mean. i have to deal with loons and crazy people as well as just interesting people, not the bad kinda interesting. like i checked in a deaf man today. and i see so many babies and little married old couples, and brides and people going to wedding, beach bums and people coming for random ass reasons. i see trashy people and highest class. theres a girl that teases me for being a rich virgin, i know its not that she hates me for it, but she's 20 with a child thats 18 months and shes never been higher than just at the poverty line. i look up to her in a way, she's been there, everywhere im scared to be. and she's gotten through and she moved out, lived on the streets for three months and in the end recommited to god. thats just so incredible. i miss the morrises. actually i miss everyone from home except sean. this summer was a stupid idea. after this how can i say goodbye to him. he basically is my best friend, big brother and parent all at the same time.i hadnt thought about how i have to say good bye in two months and all the sudden im heartbroken. no one could possibly understand the bond we have. no ones cared about me like he has. always, constantly. danielle is so lucky and she doesn't even know. i think she will in time, she knows not to let him go. he's just a man, you know? he's absolutely perfect. he's protective but such a girl. he loves girly love songs and sits through girly movies. he has opinions though and will stand by them, although hell never force them on you, theyre just his take it or leave it. hes a hard worker but so good at laughing at everythin. he gets me but at the same time will never get it. he;s booksmart and street smart and i am the luckiest little sister in the whole world. no matter how much i say it or how much i say about him thats the bottom line- anyone who knows him is blessed by an angel cause he's humble, strong and proud. and i love him more than anyone on the planet. i wish i had people here with me, people to spend time with when he's at work, just cause we work totally different times so we can get home since we have one car and only one driver. it gets pretty lonely. but alone time is definitely nice, i hate being around people alllll the time. and being away from parents is fucking awesome. were good, obviously, i mean if you know me you know im not really into the fuck up scene. anyway im done. tell me if youre at the beach.